Something strangely wonderful -
awareness without discrimination

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Source: Shohaku Okumura and Taigen Daniel Leighton (1977)
The Whole Hearted Way (a translation of Eihei Dogen's Bendowa)
Charles E Tuttle; ISBN 080483105x  p15-17


 "Our life is part of the universe, and yet we think our life is our own personal belonging. We create our own personal world through our distinctions, our discrimination, our value judgements and definitions. We analyse and put a name or label on it, and put it into categories to make it easy to understand, to make it easy to deal with. That is the man-made world.

Our life is created by … all the experiences from our birth, or even before our birth. We receive and create a human world. In that sense subject and object, ourselves and the world, are one. The world is created by … our discrimination. And within that world, there are subject and object. There is a kind of separation. Although it is one, we think there is a separation.

The world is created
by our discrimination.

The fact that we are deluded
 is the reality for us human beings.

…So our creation, our discrimination, our world is not real. It is like a phantom. It is not substantial. It appears and disappears moment by moment. Yet our life, including our delusions and discriminations, is a kind of manifestation of reality. But even though it is the manifestation of reality, we are deluded. The fact that we are deluded is the reality for us human beings.

So our practice is not to eliminate our delusions, but … to be aware of the fact that we are deluded. Just become aware of it and let go of it. Do not be pulled by the delusions. Then we really become one with the Buddha way or wondrous dharma (myoho).

Even though we are inherently given wondrous dharma, we do not know it. … If we could understand or know it, then it would not be wondrous. So in a sense we have doubt as to whether this is really enlightenment, or really the Buddha way, or whether we are really in the Buddha way from the beginning.

Our task is to let go of this sort of doubt and sit on the basis of the wondrous dharma, the reality including delusions. This is our practice moment by moment.

Wondrous dharma is already given, and yet within our life we have delusions. Delusions mean our individuality, our limitations as individuals, and also egocentricity.

"Myoho is an interesting word … Myo means "something strange," "something curious," also "something we cannot grasp with the intellect." It also means "excellent, wonderful, something that human beings cannot create."

We cannot grasp it, so it means "strange" for us because we do not understand it. And also, since we cannot create it, we cannot make it by our effort. It is already there, already given. All we can do is say "excellent, wonderful". It is very precious. We cannot create it; we cannot change it or possess it. It is already full of this universe, and we are already given it. That means it is our life."

The way I see things is different
from the way you see them.

We cannot see the universe from the viewpoints of other people; we can see things only from "my" point of view. I cannot see from your point of view. Even though I think I can understand it, I cannot really see it, because it is not reality for me. Even if I stand in the same place, the way I see things is different from the way you see them.

… Our own picture of the world is a kind of fantasy made of our memory in our brain. Each person has this limitation. That is why we have problems, troubles, fighting, arguments. The angles we see the world from are different and … the supreme awareness is to see that we cannot see the whole world, to understand that we are deluded and limited. This means that we have to let go of our viewpoints.

(SO) we sit on the …cushion, we sit in the correct posture, and breathe quietly and let go of thought. Just do zazen. In our sitting we are freed from our limitations by letting go of our limited views.

This is the supreme awareness … Just let go of everything, memory or consciousness or whatever. Only when we actually do this are we free from the limitations of our individuality."

the supreme awareness is to see that we cannot see the whole world,
to understand that we are deluded and limited.


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