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Scratching the existential itch |
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George G Clark (December 2002) |
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| The mood has changed several times since I woke this
morning. The change drivers were partly internal and partly external.
Neither will ever go away but I can choose to respond to them differently.
This involves re-conditioning my mind. Two phrases capture the method - 'notice what you are noticing' and 'think about thinking'. Action verbs - 'to notice' and 'to think'. They involve using my mind in an extra-ordinary way. I have to break old habits - I must stop seeking distractions and responding to them automatically and without thinking. |
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notice what you're noticing think about thinking |
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SO … the big questions …
Why should somebody want to change their mind and, how can they do it? Let's begin with 'dissatisfaction'. Not enough of what you want and too much of what you don't want. This drives the urge for change. How can we use it? Simplify, simplify, simplify. Cut out distractions that don't satisfy you. Enter your secular monastery. Early to bed and early to rise, withdraw from the media, keep to a plain diet, and use 'leisure' time for 'just sitting' and reading wisdom books. If you must give it a name, call it 'renunciant frugality'. With a simple life you begin to notice what 'really' happens in your head. It comes as a shock to many people and is more than most can handle. T S Elliot said that, "Mankind cannot stand too much reality" and most adolescents rush to switch the telly back on because, "This is boring". |
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| BUT … those who are genuinely 'dissatisfied' will initially
stay with simplicity because it is 'different'. Then the wisdom literature
begins to make sense. The crazy words begin to describe what happens in your
head. You realise that there is a well-established, alternative road through
life. Large parts are still lost in the clouds of earlier conditioning but
now you know: there is another way; it is the royal way; it is the only road
worth travelling.
You might at this point give up the day job and re-arrange your life; or you might go on living in what looks like the same old way but, from inside, it will be a world transformed. |
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So why bother? What's in it for me? It depends on where you stand. A long and winding road leads to freedom's gate. When you pass through and look back, however, there is no gate. The sun shines behind the clouds. Your burdens are illusions. See them for what they are. Let them go. That is all. Words cannot do it justice. Be still and know that 'you' do not exist and that the answer lies within. | |
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